Mercifully, the kind and complicated man I was married to focused too.
I'd always heard that you have to work at a marriage.
We would meet in hotels, have sex – mindblowing sex - and then the realisation that what I was doing was irrevocably wrong would set in.
And so our long-nurtured virtual affair became real.
He was young and beautiful and I couldn't believe that he wanted me.
Bringing it to life brought only complications, albeit occasionally exquisite ones.
After a couple of months I had to end it – and it was after I had made this decision that my husband found out.